The
Deal
By Neil Shea
The worst part was knowing what the cops did to her.
Kip was never sure how many were in on it—two at least.
But a deal like that couldn’t spread far. People would
catch on.
She got off as long as they got off. That’s how it
worked. Jenna had been arrested for possession and hooking
inside the Vegas limits a dozen times. But she was still pretty,
and the cops noticed. About a year ago, after they’d
picked her up yet again, they offered an alternative to jail.
She took it. Now they demanded it whether she was in trouble
or not.
Jenna was Kip’s half-sister. They shared a mother but
had different last names. She was slim and very tall, with
freckles concealing the years. Kip tried talking her out of
the deal. It was just another trick, she said. He cajoled,
warned, insisted, and one night Jenna broke. Never fucking
mention it again, she said. They didn’t speak after
that.
Kip felt badly that he’d pushed. It was less her fault,
he thought. The shame came from others.
Ten years earlier, Kip broke the patterns that had trapped
everyone he knew. He convinced an editor at the local daily
to try him out. He started low and worked up to become cops
reporter. Suddenly his sister, friends and cousins were the
drunks, drug dealers and wife beaters he wrote about. His
family joked about “making the news.”
The stories rolled in like wind off the desert, inevitable,
dessicating, making Kip feel empty. The deal consumed his
thoughts. Sometimes, when he picked up a report at the station,
he’d see one of them, a heavy cop named Paul Keenan.
Keenan would smirk. That he never spoke made it worse.
Kip considered shooting Keenan, decided against it. After
a few weeks, he settled on a plan. The violence of it surpsrised
him—for a moment. He wondered whether the idea was his,
or if it was something he'd absorbed from a case he'd written
about.
He waited outside Keenan’s home on a Wednesday. Keenan
worked nights, and when he arrived, the neighborhood was dark.
Keenan fiddled with something in the car and Kip approached,
wearing a stocking mask, holding a crowbar. Keenan pushed
open the door.
Hey, Kip said. Keenan turned. Kip swung hard. The blow knocked
off his white wide-brimmed hat and he crumpled. Kip hit him
twice more. Then he slipped out a filet knife.
Kip tore open the crotch of Keenan’s fatigues, cut
through his underwear. Penis and testicles flopped into view.
Kip tugged at the sack, slid the knife beneath.
At home, Kip drank a beer and went to bed. A few months back,
he’d heard the cops made Jenna wear their cowboy hats
while she performed, and he couldn’t stop the image
that formed in his mind. It reappeared now. He rolled over
and tried to block out her face. He tried to imagine tomorrow’s
headlines.
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Neil Shea "has a strange
ambition to endure sufferings at extreme latitudes."
He is an editor at Inversion Magazine and a reporter at
the Providence Journal.
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